grabeh!!unti unti ko na atang pinapatay ang sarili koh. kagagaling ko lang sa evening flight which is sanah-jedah-aden-sanah oh diba? pamatay na leg itoh. actually its one of my most liked flights except sa mga deportees na for sure eh pasahero ng ganitong oras, kasi ang take off nito ay past 12 midnight. as in umaga na talagah ang uwi nito then had my 2 hours sleep then direcho na sa airport para sa unang bakasyon!!

sa wakas makikita ko na ulit ang pinas... pahinga muna ako sa mga arabic speaking na crew, makukulit na passenger at mag enjoy muna ako sa buhay koh. dumating ako dito sa dubai international airport ng past 5 ng hapon. at alam nyo ba mga kaibigan kaninang kanina pa po ako palaboy dito. di kasi inayos ng taga office ang pag stay koh. kahit sana man lang sa lounge ng kahit di na pang first class kahit ordinaryo lang..makatulog man lang abay wala! at alas otso pa ng umaga ang alis ko papuntang pinas. grabeh, tindi talaga ng pasenxia kow lahat na atah ng sulok ng airport na ito ay napuntahan ko nah. ayaw ko namang gumaya sa ibang pasahero na kung san saan na lang nakasalampak!ay wa poise.hehe.naisip pa un ha. at xiempre feel na feel ko ang pagsilbihan at this time di nagsisilbi. sanah mag enjoy ako kahit na ilang araw lang ito.kasi for sure kapalit nito ilang bwan nanamang pagtitiis.

bakit ganyan kah??? akala ko ba clear na sa ten ang lahat i mean kahit di mo sa ken directly sabihin di naman ako manhid, slow nga lang madalas at shushunga shunga! hehehe.lagi mong pinaparamdam sa ken na friends lang tayo, pero lagi mong pinaguguloh ang isip kow.lagi mong kini clear na that's all we could ever be pero minsan nararamdaman ko especial akoh sayo (feeling nanaman akow) your giving me a hint everytime as in lagi na lang!! sensitive ba ako when it comes to you? sobrang pareho lang talaga tayo?  alam mo ba nuon i know what i want? and kung gustong gusto ko talagah i work hard to get that.pero simula ng nakilala kitah ... parang kadalasan di ko na alam kung ano ang gusto koh... gusto ko pa rin naman kasow nagdadalwang isip na akoh.nahawa na ata ako sau (biset) close kasi tayo (dati),ganyan ka kasi eh .. you always balance things!!

katulad nyan..paparamdam ka nanaman isa ka bang espiritu? hehehe OO nah ayaw sa ken ng buong mundo para sau just because I'm not perfect kahit na lahat ng gusto mo sa isang gurl eh na sa ken nah (wahahaha) kapal talagah sobrang feeling na toh ha. Ginugulo mo nanaman isip koh...pati ang puso ko

ang saya saya kow kasi naman 10 hours ang tulog kow.abah! minsan lang atah mangyari itoh noh lagueh kasi 5 hours lang simula nung napasok ako dito sa work ko. di po ako nagrereklamow sapalagay ko naman nakapag adjust na akoh.eto buhay na buhay naman kapag gabi kaso di lang talagah mawawala na parang bumabagsak na daw ang katawan ko (ang tigas kasi ng ulo) minsan lang kung uminom ng vitamins[kapag tinatamaan lang ng sakit] baka tumaba ulet akoh eh . kapag kulang ka sa tulog inaantok ... kapag sobra ka naman sa tulog inaantok pwa rin

gusto ko na kitang kausapin pero takot ako. takot ako na may magbago sa ating dalawa. i dont want us to become uncomfortable with each other but i dont want us to be very comfortable at the same time. hindi talga pwede. di mo lang alam kung anong pag ppigil ginagawa ko. hindi ko alam kung ano nasa utak mo. bakit ganyan ka sakin.

Ever since the day you went away

And left me lonely and cold 

  My life just hasn't been the same 

  Oh baby no 

  When I looked into your eyes 

  The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down) 

  Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice 

  'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man 

  Would ever make me feel so right 

  It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night 

  But I'd rather have you here with me 

  Right next to me 

  And I miss the way you hold me tight 

  I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch 

  I never thought that I could ever love a man so much 

  I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny 

  For you I'd cross the world for you 

  I'd do anything 

  That's right baby 

  I'm goin' crazy

  I need to be your lady 

  I've been thinking lately

  That you and me, yes we can make it 

  Just ride with me, roll with me

  I'm in love with you (baby) 

  That's right baby 

  Im goin' crazy 

  I need to be your lady 

  I've been thinking lately 

  That you and me, yes we can make it

  Just ride with me, roll with me 

  I'm in love with you (baby) 

  Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel

  From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real 

  My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak 

  Can't believe I feel so weak

  Tell me that you really need me 

  And you want me 

  And you miss me 

  And you love me 

  I'm your lady 

  I'll be around waiting for you 

  Put it down be the woman for you 

  I'm falling so deep for you 

  Crazy over you I'm calling 

  Callin' out to you 

  What am I gonna do? 

  It's true no frontin' 

  It's you ain't no other 

  I can no longer go on without you 

  I'll just break down (down)

  I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch 

  I never thought that I could ever love a man so much 

  I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny 

  For you I'd cross the world for you 

  I'd do anything 

  That's right baby 

  I'm goin' crazy 

  I need to be your lady 

  I've been thinking lately 

  That you and me, yes we can make it 

  Just ride with me, roll with me 

  I'm in love with you (baby) 

  That's right baby 

  I'm goin' crazy 

  I need to be your lady 

  I've been thinking lately 

  That you and me, yes we can make it 

  Just ride with me, roll with me 

  I'm in love with you (baby) 

  ooo, crazy,(ooo) 

  lady (ooo) 

  lately (ooo) 

  Baby